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Posted on 13th Feb at 9:50 PM

I don’t have words eloquent enough to excuse my actions. That’s because there is no excuse.

I’ve been avoiding you all because I feel like I’m a terrible person. No, because I am a terrible person. I like to convince myself that I’m well-adjusted and socially apt but I’m not. This all proves it. So, rather than just accept this, I hide from it. I hide from all of you, people who care about me. I’ve convinced myself that you would be better off not nowing me at all; since I can’t do that, I try to disappear completely. It’s worked in the past. Mostly, I’ve realized, because no one cared enough to look.

This is new to me. And instead of owning up to it, I flee further into cowardice and avoidance because I’m too much of a coward to face anyone. I’ve been avoiding. I’ve been afraid of what might happen if I revealed it, so I just hide some more. A real adult way of handling my problems, I know. I just don’t know any other way. Not an excuse, though. There are no excuses.

Dirk calling out Jake? That hit me hard. Really hard, actually, and for reasons I’m sure are obvious. Obviously not hard enough for me to be responsible and own up to it, but… no buts. I just didn’t do it.

So I’m sorry. I’m sorry I caused you all to worry. I’m sorry I’ve been a shitty friend and person in general. I’m ashamed of myself for having done this for so long. Every time I’d want to say something, I stop myself and try to convince myself that everything’s okay. It never was. I needed someone to call me out, slap me hard across the face. I’m pathetic, and a coward. And I’m afraid to go back.

I can’t ask for forgiveness, because I don’t deserve it. I’m not saying that out of a need for pity, I’m saying it out of deep shame for waiting so long. I just want to say I’m sorry.

Posted on 25th Dec at 5:27 PM

Oh man, my mom and grandma are arguing politics and religion and it’s all very terrible.

Posted on 21st Dec at 9:37 PM

A friendly reminder that I’m not dead. Busy, yes, but not dead.

Posted on 3rd Dec at 10:20 PM, with 8 notes

Ralph’s not bad, he’s just programmed that way.

Posted on 3rd Dec at 9:54 PM, with 247 notes
dont-call-me-jingleburwell:

hannah-rules044:

Anyone else remember these being their childhood?

HOLY SHIT CLUEFINDERS

I played JS 1st Grade far past the age I should have been playing JS 1st Grade.
Nothing will ever compare to the magic of JS 3rd Grade, though. Nothing.

dont-call-me-jingleburwell:

hannah-rules044:

Anyone else remember these being their childhood?

HOLY SHIT CLUEFINDERS

I played JS 1st Grade far past the age I should have been playing JS 1st Grade.

Nothing will ever compare to the magic of JS 3rd Grade, though. Nothing.

Posted on 2nd Dec at 8:21 PM, with 1,478 notes

sub-dean:

when tumblr users are enormous assholes and everyone worships the ground they walk on anyway

when characters are enormous assholes and everyone worships the ground they walk on anyway

Posted on 5th Nov at 8:57 AM, with 5 notes
So I’m about a week late thanks to a family trip to Chicago, but here is my Marty McFly outfit.
Actually, come to think of it, posting it today works rather well.

So I’m about a week late thanks to a family trip to Chicago, but here is my Marty McFly outfit.

Actually, come to think of it, posting it today works rather well.

Posted on 27th Oct at 3:07 PM, with 1 note
And a picture of the new horseless carriage. Ironic to call it new, slightly, because it’s not only a used car, but it’s actually older than my old car.

And a picture of the new horseless carriage. Ironic to call it new, slightly, because it’s not only a used car, but it’s actually older than my old car.

Posted on 27th Oct at 2:03 PM, with 22,897 notes

blackoutballad:

woah wow damn with my junk art style i never thought i’d reach 1000 followers … much less 4000!!!

i don’t know what any of you are thinking but i bet my bottom dollar you’re all wonderful folks and you sure know how to make a gal feel loved! so this custom godtier letterman giveaway is how i’m gonna thank you a thousand times over and love you back!! >8)

the jacket’s details are as follows:

- oh snap it’s cotton!
- aspect symbol to be placed left breast
- also preferred character symbol on right upper sleeve and/or name in letterman font on back (if you want it!!!)
- ONLY AVAILABLE IN FEATURED COLORS! i couldn’t find any appropriate bases for heart, life, void, and heart :( 

CONDITIONS:

  • only ONE like and ONE reblog per person
  • no using sideblogs for extra chances! 
  • you don’t have to be following me but it would be nice :> though if the winner is a follower of mine, i might throw in some extra stuff! [no guarantee any of said ‘stuff’ will be cool lol]
  • international is a-okay!
  • have inbox and/or submission box open so i can contact you!
  • giveaway will end november 9 at 4:13 western time. there will be ONE winner that will be generated via number randomizer and announced the next day [november 10]
  • the winner has 24 hours to contact me or i will have to select a new one

I SHOULD WARN YA: this may take a bit o’ time to complete and receive so i advise you to be patient if you win :) i will order the jacket base once the winner responds and will proceed to customize it when it arrives. thereafter, it will be shipped to the winner, which will also take time depending on your location. 

i started drawing for this fandom about a year ago and all of you, whether i know you personally or not, have made it a great experience! seriously. i can’t thank you enough.

good luck and have a kickass day!

Posted on 27th Oct at 1:42 PM, with 1 note
I bought a car.

It’s not teal green.

Posted on 24th Oct at 9:01 PM, with 2,747 notes
An Open Letter To The Social Justice Mafia of Tumblr:

greydelisle:

Hey Guys, (and by “guys” I mean cisgenders, transgenders, gays, lesbians, bi-sexuals, straights, Lithuanians, Converted-Catholics etc….hope the generally used term “guys” isn’t offensive ) -
The reason that I deleted the negative posts from my blog yesterday was NOT because I was sorry. I deleted them because they were pure negativity and I can’t believe I actually felt the need to DEFEND myself for a stupid Justin Bieber joke from 3 months ago…or the so-called “ableist/racist” joke:

“I got your back!” -Siamese Twins
(STILL HILARIOUS!!!)

Listen…I have friends and followers of all colors, sizes, genders, creeds and abilities and I’m truly proud to know them…and as a former theater geek, I would venture to say that I may actually have MORE gay friends than straight ones as well as a transgender family member that is celebrated and embraced
wholeheartedly.
Wanna know what all of these people have in common? A SENSE OF HUMOR!!!!

Tumblr is my “happy place”! I log on to escape the day to day crap, tell dumb jokes, attend prom on Tiny Chat, and fangirl with the best of them! I AM A NICE PERSON.
Not one of my stupid posts has EVER been mean-spirited or targeted ANY group of people in a nasty way.
The “SJWs” on the other hand have called me horrible names, made malicious accusations (I never called gay people one-armed iguanas…and when I used the term “normal people” I was referring to the 99% of Tumblr without a bug up it’s ass!!!), and have blogs that spew more hate and vitriol than I’ve ever witnessed on the internet…and as a person who enjoys reading YouTube comments…. that’s saying A LOT!

This whole thing is really sad because I truly believe that a lot of these people started out with the best of intentions. Unfortunately, in so VICIOUSLY defending their beliefs against so-called bigots and transphobes like me (and TINA FEY!!!??? Seriously!!!!) they have actually BECOME the very sort of people they think they’re fighting against.

The only hate that I truly hold in my heart is for BULLIES and that is what you people are.

This is the last time I’ll be addressing this nonsense. Everyone is getting sick of it and I’m no exception.

Think about spreading love and laughter from now on. It’s much more powerful than hate (plus you’d probably get WAY more followers!!!!)

XO
-Grey

P.S. My Mexican, ex-fruit picker, gramma who raised me on a factory worker’s salary and public assistance is mad that you guys keep calling me a “rich white girl” (I’m a rich Chicana!!!!)

She says what we’re all thinking!

Posted on 24th Oct at 7:38 PM, with 6,456 notes
fer1972:

DMC-12 by Anville (Artist on tumblr)

Wow, this is amazing! Very striking. I knew I told myself no more posters but…

fer1972:

DMC-12 by Anville (Artist on tumblr)

Wow, this is amazing! Very striking. I knew I told myself no more posters but…

Posted on 22nd Oct at 11:50 PM, with 1,153 notes
mashiankrekku:

countchedulaxvii:

thebadcgijoshening:

…Exactly? That’s a really good and exciting thing? Why is obsolescence being romanticized I don’t fucking get the people on my facebook

Kids today will only experience the childhood-ruining, poorly-designed inconvenience of tapping a button and instantly being able to battle or trade with anyone around the world
reblog if u miss the good ol days

reblog if you hate the future

For what it’s worth, there is something to say in favor of face-to-face playing. (Unrelated to the actual cord, of course.)
If you can sit naked in your bed and battle some random schmo from Nowhereistan and never actually know who you’re playing against, something is lost. Hell, for all you know you’re playing a computer.
Think of it like playing cards. Poker, for instance. Any poker player will tell you that the game is different in person as opposed to online (or against the computer, even). The game itself is exactly the same! A straight is 5 cards in a row numerically, a flush is 5 suited cards, and so on. But the game dynamic is completely different. You can’t read a person through a screen and you can’t look for subtle tells, etc. etc. The same is true for any game, physical or digital.
Is it more convenient? Hell yes. And, of course, it’s entirely possible to play someone face-to-face today. Back in the day, though, it wasn’t. You wanted to play pokemans, you sat at the lunch table, got out your cord, and you played and you cheered and you made excuses and you simultaneously loved and loathed that Charizard your friend had, because you simply had no other choice. Is the cord necessary for this interaction? Again, no, but when it’s the only thing that made it possible, it becomes a symbol of said interaction.
Waxing nostalgic for the days of analog connectors, though. That’s dumb. However, waxing nostalgic for not having any other option but to face your friend and watch his reaction, see the emotions play over his face, that sort of thing? Completely understandable. Is it the second that the macro is trying to convey? Probably not. It’s probably just another hipster “the nineties!” post. But to write it off completely and not consider that there may just be a reason other than the obvious is ignorance.
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(This could actually be taken to conversation online or on a phone as opposed to in-person, but that’s a statement for a different time)

mashiankrekku:

countchedulaxvii:

thebadcgijoshening:

…Exactly? That’s a really good and exciting thing? Why is obsolescence being romanticized I don’t fucking get the people on my facebook

Kids today will only experience the childhood-ruining, poorly-designed inconvenience of tapping a button and instantly being able to battle or trade with anyone around the world

reblog if u miss the good ol days

reblog if you hate the future

For what it’s worth, there is something to say in favor of face-to-face playing. (Unrelated to the actual cord, of course.)

If you can sit naked in your bed and battle some random schmo from Nowhereistan and never actually know who you’re playing against, something is lost. Hell, for all you know you’re playing a computer.

Think of it like playing cards. Poker, for instance. Any poker player will tell you that the game is different in person as opposed to online (or against the computer, even). The game itself is exactly the same! A straight is 5 cards in a row numerically, a flush is 5 suited cards, and so on. But the game dynamic is completely different. You can’t read a person through a screen and you can’t look for subtle tells, etc. etc. The same is true for any game, physical or digital.

Is it more convenient? Hell yes. And, of course, it’s entirely possible to play someone face-to-face today. Back in the day, though, it wasn’t. You wanted to play pokemans, you sat at the lunch table, got out your cord, and you played and you cheered and you made excuses and you simultaneously loved and loathed that Charizard your friend had, because you simply had no other choice. Is the cord necessary for this interaction? Again, no, but when it’s the only thing that made it possible, it becomes a symbol of said interaction.

Waxing nostalgic for the days of analog connectors, though. That’s dumb. However, waxing nostalgic for not having any other option but to face your friend and watch his reaction, see the emotions play over his face, that sort of thing? Completely understandable. Is it the second that the macro is trying to convey? Probably not. It’s probably just another hipster “the nineties!” post. But to write it off completely and not consider that there may just be a reason other than the obvious is ignorance.

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Posted on 22nd Oct at 10:04 PM

gifwich appears to be dropping bank this debate. I don’t think I’ve seen another feature since today’s started.

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